Maybe you could describe yourself a little bit…and then I’ll try to make some fantastic nickname to suit?!? =)

Okay, you asked for it:

- Like most everyone else, I have difficulty with life, though I’ve realized that the meaning will not come about by trying to figure it out. My hope is that it will one day dawn upon me

- I am never sure of the person in the mirror (who is?). Why does he change day to day?
- I hate that I wonder how the world sees me, cause I have no idea
- I could live the life of a vampire
- I used to love sleep, and now I hate it because I seriously suck at it
- I often drive by the spot where a young girl was sleeping in the back of her family van when it crashed into the guardrail and she was thrown out. How can you go from being safe to being dead without knowing? Did she wake in heaven confused, afraid? I have yet to reconcile that and think about it more than I should as it continues to weigh heavy on me
- I realize that I have no real friend in real life to talk to, and that has to be my fault. Can you forget how to make friends? Apparently you can
- I’m occasionally superficial and would take fame and fortune in a blink
- I don’t like heights, especially balconies, cause I think I’ll make myself jump
- Days can jump from light to dark without a moments notice… not crazy about that
- I have never experienced tragedy, not that I wish it upon myself in any manner. I’ve never had anyone close to me die, never been abused or anything close to it, no car accident, serious illness or injury. I wonder if they’ll be repercussions for that?
- Time travel fascinates me
- Two places I need to visit before I die. To stand in the shadows of the pyramids of Giza and be 2 miles down gazing at what’s left of the Titanic
- At 5’9 I’m too short to be tall, but luckily I’m too tall to be short. My parents take the rap for this one.
- My favorite drink is Dr. Pepper but I rarely buy it…makes it seem even better when I do
- ‘Requiem for a Dream’ is the most beautiful movie that I will never watch again…perhaps the most visionary representation of the term ’beautiful disaster’ ever created
- I will talk to anybody
- Along with balconies I also don’t like bridges, as I get the sweats in fear that I’ll drive over the side. It’s not a suicidal tendency, but an irrational pull towards…I don’t know what. So far I’ve survived each time
- Don’t kid yourself into thinking I’m some intriguingly introspective enigma. I’m not, and I am. But there are things about me you wouldn’t like. There are things about me that I don’t like. It’s what the world is all about. There’s a saying that you never know what a person does in secret, and I’m not sure if it makes humanity more interesting or threatening
- I won’t kid myself. I’d like to be thought of as an intriguingly introspective enigma

I’m not really sure what my future holds, though by the way it’s been going I don’t see a whole lot. So it comes down to what I want to hold my future to, and if I want to make it anything more than its on track to be